nana emo..

wonder y~ jeng jeng jeng~

ntah~

hrmm.. not a great day.. kinnda sick due to last night thingy. thanx too boo..

love is in the air..

dis post is dedicated 2 hurun..
nya mok poret2 jak keja. hahahhaah
ok.. cmtok cita nya tek..
ptg tek.. me boring2.. men laa hp murah tok tek.. (murah tp than lasak)
hahah

besa laa.. mun dah bowink2, men miskol2 biak..
miskol budin, pok keja..
mizkol nana. lak ngamok.. hahah coi2..
den, aq mizkol one nmber yg aq x knal
dat nmber b4 prnh txt me sayin "i need ur help, can u call me?"
tp dat happen last month..

bla2..
5 min after aq misskol, alu nya call aq..
ehh?
dats weird..
huhu
den dgr ku sora tek..
"whos this?" i said
liza, and u?

hahah.. alu prey aq.. lwak dow.. hahaa

dear lizzie, this is reza, ur ex..
den

nya kinnda happy laa tek.
alu laa mek duak poret2..
dah lamak aku x lepak ngan nya..
evnthough mek duak in the ex list, tp mek duak still rapat.. dunnoe y..
bia la.. cita2 laa,, how is she, bla2..

the best part is,  me learn lots and lots of things bout her..
anddd....
we talked like 2 hours straight...
and nya call.. with her maxis numb to my numb( digi)
huuh
wth.. loaded wak nya tok.. hahaha

but it was fun though..
lmak x communicate ngan nya..
kinnda feel in love again
coz idk bout u guys out there..
but the thing  is dat for me..
i only can talk 2~3 hours straight when im in love..
ahahah
wthh..
bla2.. yaa jk laa cita tek nana..
aq tauk ko sorang jak kan bca tok
bukan biak len tauk pun.. huhuhuh..

btw need help on how 2 blogg wak.. k~ xoxo

new day..

i dont know wat happen too me.. i feel happy today..
i kept singing all day long at work today...lol..

owh yaa.. forget to told u guys.. i got a job already..
at kfc.. a cooker.. finally....
i can cook for people..
LOTS and LOTS of people..

and im sure..
HURUN gonna love freebies from me later..
lol..
wish u wre here hurun....

talk bout singing,..
i got this band to share with u guys..

a band called

"cute is what we aim for"

i found this band accidentally when i was surfing the net..

"wat a weird name for a band.."

the first song i heard was "Practice makes perfect".
it was kinnda catchy.
till i heard the lyric..
it makes me cry..
literally......

one of my fav line is..

Ive become what a mother wouldnt want in a son.
I have done a few things i regret.
but practice makes perfect...


yeahh..
practise makes perfect reza...

hurmmm~~ a chat wif hurun~~

on9 kat cc aritok~~ hmmm.. have a chat wif my bff.. hurun~~...
hurmm
she's givin me sum advise bout my gurl...





reza_asahi: bau
reza_asahi: bai
reza_asahi: hahaha
reza_asahi: salah~
reza_asahi: hahah
inlovewithdean: tukuk palak kau kelak
inlovewithdean: haih
inlovewithdean: dah byr tek?
reza_asahi: haahaha
reza_asahi: salah dow
reza_asahi: ahahaha
reza_asahi: aq on9 kat satok tok
reza_asahi: kat cc
reza_asahi: hahahah
reza_asahi: dahh~
reza_asahi: 375|?
reza_asahi: den da resit
reza_asahi: resit yaa
reza_asahi: simpan nk\/
inlovewithdean: aok
inlovewithdean: jgn dimasak kau sup kaktok
reza_asahi: hahahahahaaaa
reza_asahi: x laa aq kejeron kedak yaa jak
reza_asahi: aahahahah
inlovewithdean: haha
inlovewithdean: xdala ngok
inlovewithdean: dude
inlovewithdean: hahaha
inlovewithdean: kau fail math juak nak?
inlovewithdean: hahaha
reza_asahi: hahaha
inlovewithdean: sama kita
reza_asahi: aok
reza_asahi: hahahaha
reza_asahi: damn
reza_asahi: kenak spotchek
reza_asahi: aq pun rsly
reza_asahi: sama jk rslt kta aq saa
reza_asahi: ahahah
inlovewithdean: pointer pun sama nak
inlovewithdean: 2.12
inlovewithdean: haha
reza_asahi: hahahah
reza_asahi: daa jodoh tok
reza_asahi: hahah
reza_asahi: pat nikah
reza_asahi: ahahhahh
inlovewithdean: ngok
inlovewithdean: hahaha
inlovewithdean: oi
inlovewithdean: kau dgn boo kau kdk bena2 xngam jak
reza_asahi: cmne ko tauk|?
reza_asahi: hmm
inlovewithdean: pa cta?
inlovewithdean: ku bc blog kau then fb gik
inlovewithdean: apu
reza_asahi: sioo
reza_asahi: ahahhahahaha
reza_asahi: kimen
reza_asahi: hahah
reza_asahi: bllogg aq
reza_asahi: hahah
reza_asahi: kedak uras jak lam yaa odw
reza_asahi: hahahah
inlovewithdean: xpa
reza_asahi: sighhh
inlovewithdean: nang kita nguras selamanya
reza_asahi: hahahahaah
reza_asahi: bna2
reza_asahi: hmmm
reza_asahi: act
reza_asahi: da cita tokk
reza_asahi: hmm
inlovewithdean: cita jak mun kau mok
reza_asahi: cmne hooo
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: jst dat
reza_asahi: mybe
reza_asahi: aq x da
reza_asahi: luck
reza_asahi: in love business
reza_asahi: adoai!~
inlovewithdean: just stop la
inlovewithdean: kau fikir belaja jak
inlovewithdean: dh one day kau jmpa dgn org yg bena2 kau mok jadikan bini
inlovewithdean: ambik la org ya bebena
inlovewithdean: jaga nya
inlovewithdean: rite now
inlovewithdean: bkn masanya bh mok angol fikir bnda dakya
reza_asahi: hurmm
reza_asahi: yeahh~
reza_asahi: i thnk bout it
reza_asahi: tp yaa laa nk
reza_asahi: bla msok tok gk nk
reza_asahi: neypat
reza_asahi: aq men2 gk
reza_asahi: adohhhh
reza_asahi: =-+
inlovewithdean: jgn la main2 gik
inlovewithdean: kita pre yg tggl tok
inlovewithdean: aku mok suma gi dip kakya
inlovewithdean: amin
reza_asahi: aminnn
reza_asahi: mun pat
reza_asahi: kta polah
reza_asahi: doa slamat
reza_asahi: ahahahhaah
reza_asahi: adoai
reza_asahi: huhuhh
inlovewithdean: on jak
inlovewithdean: hahahaha
inlovewithdean: aku tgk blog kau
inlovewithdean: most of post2 kau ya
inlovewithdean: sumanya pasal boo
inlovewithdean: ya juak jeles ya juak marah
inlovewithdean: apuu
reza_asahi: hahahaha
reza_asahi: adoai~
inlovewithdean: sabar jak la
reza_asahi: dats y
reza_asahi: tmpat ya
reza_asahi: nama nya
reza_asahi: reza's secret hideout
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: bkn nya pat bkk pun
reza_asahi: hahah
reza_asahi: nya x kn tauk bah
reza_asahi: ko tauk x phal aq pngai glak|?
inlovewithdean: kenak?
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: cmne mok cita hoo
reza_asahi: jap ahh
reza_asahi: ermmm
reza_asahi: coba ko bayang knnnn~~
reza_asahi: bayaaangggg~
reza_asahi: hahaha
reza_asahi: cmne hoo
reza_asahi: ermmm
inlovewithdean: cta jak dr mana2 yg kau slesa
reza_asahi: ermm
reza_asahi: ok~
reza_asahi: ermm
reza_asahi: cmtok
reza_asahi: her mom
reza_asahi: ska diz guy
reza_asahi: nama biak yaa
reza_asahi: aisarr
reza_asahi: den~
reza_asahi: aisar had been waitin 4 her for like 4 years
reza_asahi: bna ka x
reza_asahi: aq x tauk bai~
reza_asahi: tp
reza_asahi: honestly~ bg aq laa
reza_asahi: as a guy
reza_asahi: no way laa bai~~ tok bukan cita hindustan ko mok plah cmya~
reza_asahi: den~~
reza_asahi: since
reza_asahi: her mom ska diz guy
reza_asahi: y|
reza_asahi: coz
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: coz mak nya anggap dat guy cam
reza_asahi: anak angkat
reza_asahi: bla2
reza_asahi: booo aq
reza_asahi: mok tmu ngan nya
reza_asahi: kan boo aq diam kat cbu
reza_asahi: den nya sangup g bintulu
reza_asahi: coz mok tmu laki y
reza_asahi: coz nya mok xplain
reza_asahi: phal nya reject laki yaa~
reza_asahi: den
reza_asahi: ntah cmne
reza_asahi: her mom invite dat guy
reza_asahi: sleep over kat umah cdak~~
reza_asahi: hurrmmm
reza_asahi: at 1st
reza_asahi: sioohh
reza_asahi: ssh mok pdah
reza_asahi: bla2
reza_asahi: since dat guy
reza_asahi: g umah nya
reza_asahi: shee seems 2 be soo bz bai~
reza_asahi: ko imagine laa
reza_asahi: salu
reza_asahi: mun kta txt nk
reza_asahi: daa x
reza_asahi: sampe
reza_asahi: sigek mesej sampe 4 jam
reza_asahi: bok eply\
reza_asahi: aq pat trimak yaa
reza_asahi: tp yaa laa tek
reza_asahi: ko tauk pa nya polah 4 jam ya
reza_asahi: '
reza_asahi: nya kuar wif dat guy
reza_asahi: nya madah
reza_asahi: nya g ato kereta
reza_asahi: but cmon laaa
reza_asahi: even if pun
reza_asahi: nya ato keta yaa
reza_asahi: and if and only if
reza_asahi: cdak xda
reza_asahi: polah pa2
reza_asahi: nya bley txt aq kn
reza_asahi: '
reza_asahi: x kat nya nolong
reza_asahi: mekenik
reza_asahi: ato ketaa nk|
reza_asahi: at least
reza_asahi: jst sigek txt
reza_asahi: pun jd laa
reza_asahi: tok~
reza_asahi: adoai
reza_asahi: den
reza_asahi: nya madah
reza_asahi: there is nuthin
reza_asahi: happenin~
reza_asahi: between
reza_asahi: him n her
reza_asahi: like duh~~
reza_asahi: sapa tauk
reza_asahi: pa happen ngan nya duak
reza_asahi: since nya duak
reza_asahi: ilangggg
reza_asahi: dah nya jauh~
reza_asahi: aq x pat jaga nya
reza_asahi: arghhh!
reza_asahi: den nya mok aq trust nyaa
inlovewithdean: cgek bnda ku nak mdh dgn kau
reza_asahi: aloowwww
reza_asahi: kimakk!!
reza_asahi: damnn!!
inlovewithdean: kenak kau mok jaga org yg xmok dijaga???
inlovewithdean: tandah nya la
inlovewithdean: kau tauk nya cmya
inlovewithdean: nya dh dgn laki ya
inlovewithdean: aku tauk kau syg dgn nya
inlovewithdean: tp kau kdk xsyg dirik kau gik
inlovewithdean: nya ntah apa dpolah hepi ka apa ka
inlovewithdean: kau dok nunggu nya kdk bodo jak
inlovewithdean: last2 kau tggu then apa yg kau dpt
inlovewithdean: NOTHING
inlovewithdean: NOTHING
inlovewithdean: makin sakit ati kau kedirik jak
reza_asahi: hmmmyaa laa tek
reza_asahi: hmm
inlovewithdean: kau sure nya n laki ya ada sumting2?
inlovewithdean: then take ur time
inlovewithdean: lupakan jak nya
inlovewithdean: mun kau syg nya
inlovewithdean: then just let her go
inlovewithdean: kita mesti mok tgk org yg kita syg hepi kan
inlovewithdean: even nya bukan tgh berhepi dgn kita
inlovewithdean: kau fikir balit la
inlovewithdean: gne rasa kau menunggu nya then xdapat apa2
inlovewithdean: suma ya up to u la
inlovewithdean: aku just mok kau hepi
inlovewithdean: even apa pun keputusan yg kau buat kaktok
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: ntah laa bai~
reza_asahi: puas aq nangis
reza_asahi: tegal hal tok
reza_asahi: hmm
inlovewithdean: see
inlovewithdean: u torture urself
inlovewithdean: kau nangis
inlovewithdean: ntah2 boo kau tetak
inlovewithdean: udah la
inlovewithdean: boh jadi bodo bh
reza_asahi: hmmmm
reza_asahi: sighhhh
reza_asahi: tok laa
reza_asahi: aq lemah
reza_asahi: time aq
reza_asahi: bna2 cyz
reza_asahi: aq x
reza_asahi: player gk
reza_asahi: hmm
inlovewithdean: kau fikir la bnda yg lebeh penting than bnda2 kdk ya
inlovewithdean: fikir family kau
inlovewithdean: kau layap knk bnda daktok
inlovewithdean: xlmk gik kelas mok mula
inlovewithdean: mun kau gik da problem kdk tok
inlovewithdean: sure ssh mok fikir pasal study
inlovewithdean: utamakan la bnda yg penting dr yg terpenting
inlovewithdean: paham2 la kau
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: yeahh
reza_asahi: aq pahm~
reza_asahi: hmm
reza_asahi: tp
reza_asahi: aq pat idup
reza_asahi: mun aq x epi bai~
reza_asahi: hmm
inlovewithdean: i tell u wat
inlovewithdean: ya akan jadi meaningless
inlovewithdean: be strong la reza
inlovewithdean: aku support kau walau apa2 pun jadi
inlovewithdean: fikir la bebena balit
inlovewithdean: xda sapa xmok ada boo bh
inlovewithdean: tp instead of boo ada gik bnda yg lebeh penting
inlovewithdean: simpan lok rasa kau mok jaga n syg seseorang ya
inlovewithdean: bia bini kau jak yg dpt suma ya
inlovewithdean: kau bebena mok dgn nya
inlovewithdean: kawen ka torang kelak?
inlovewithdean: fikir la
inlovewithdean is typing...
inlovewithdean: fikir n fikir



n im still thinkin~~ hurmmm~~

my theory~

sighh~~ diz few days, my boo seems soo bz...
hmm
she said dat, her car broke down, need 2 send her sist to work,
babysit, laundry etc...
but, in any other day, biasa nya laa...
even how bz she was, she will at least can call me.....
but, nowadays...
she's seems 2 bz to even txt me...
normally it takes like 3min ++ for her 2 txt me..
but now, it took her like a whoaping 2 hour 4 1 txt!! fuck!!!

my theory right now is...

she's havin an affair wif sum1..
y im sayin smthin like dat??
well, here it goes...
yesterday, her "wanna-be-bf" arrived at her house...
coz, my boo's mom invite him..
coz his her fav "son"...? idk.. ask her..

den, since nya daa kat cya...
my gurll seems 2 be soo damn bzz... argghh!!

sooo, my thery goes smthin like diz...

she meet dat guy---> dat guy flirtin wif her--> she like it--> she dont care bout me anymore~

dats all

sighhh~~

bowink~

hurmm... salam~
erm.. arytok~ nthn much happen actlly~
erm.. jst kuar2 ngan mama jap~ g bli brg~
now is 1856 hour~ hmm
dri pgi x da txt boo~ she's kinnda bz...
hmm..
soo sad~~ really mizz her soo much now~ hmm...-_-"